"(Man) has used (the form
side) and has been dominated by it. He has also suffered from
it and consequently in time revolted, through utter satiety, from
all that pertains to the material world. Dissatisfaction, disgust,
distaste, and a deep fatigue are characteristic very frequently
of those who are on the verge of discipleship. For what is a disciple?
He is one who seeks to learn a new rhythm, to enter a new field
of experience, and to follow the steps of that advanced humanity
who have trodden ahead of
him the path, leading from darkness to light, from the unreal
to the real. He has tasted the joys of life in the world of illusion
and has learnt their powerlessness to satisfy and hold him. Now
he is in a state of transition between the new and the old states
of being. He is vibrating between the condition of soul awareness
and form awareness. He is "seeing double".
His spiritual perception grows slowly
and surely as the brain becomes capable of illumination from the
soul, via the mind. As the intuition develops, the radius of awareness
grows and new fields of knowledge unfold.
The first field of knowledge receiving
illumination, might be described as comprising the totality of
forms found in the three worlds of human endeavour, etheric, astral
and mental. The would-be disciple, through this process, becomes
aware of his lower nature and begins to realise the extent of
his imprisonment and (as Patanjali puts it) "the modifications
of the versatile psychic nature". The hindrances to achievement
and the obstacles to progress are revealed to him and his problem
becomes specific. Frequently then he reaches the position in which
Arjuna found himself, confronted by enemies who are those of his
own house-hold, confused as to his duty and discouraged as he
seeks to balance himself between the pairs of opposites. His prayer
then should be the famous prayer of India, uttered by the heart,
comprehended by the head, and supplemented by an ardent life of
service to humanity.
Unveil to us the face of the true spiritual sun,
Hidden by a disk of golden light,
That we may know the truth and do our whole duty
as we journey to Thy sacred feet.
As he perseveres and struggles,
surmounts his problems and brings his desires and thoughts under
control, the second field of knowledge is revealed -- knowledge
of the self in the spiritual body, knowledge of the Ego as it
expresses itself through the medium of the causal body, . . .
and awareness of that source of spiritual energy which is the
motivating impulse behind the lower manifestation. The "disk
of golden light" is pierced; the true sun is seen; the path
is found and the aspirant struggles forward into ever clearer
light.
As the knowledge of the self and
as the consciousness of that which the self sees, hears, knows
and contacts is stabilised, the Master is found; His group of
disciples is contacted; the plan for the immediate
share of work he must assume is realised, and gradually worked
out on the physical plane. Thus the activity of the lower natures
decreases, and the man little by little enters into conscious
contact with his Master and his group. But this follows upon the
"lighting of the lamp" -- the aligning of the lower
and higher, and the downflow of illumination to the brain.
It is essential that these points
should be grasped and studied by all aspirants so that they may
take the needed steps and develop the desired awareness. Until
this is done, the Master, no matter how willing He may be, is
powerless, and can take no steps to admit a man to His group and
thus take him into His auric influence, making him an out post
of His consciousness. Every step of the way has to be carved out
by a man himself, and there is no short or easy way out of darkness
into light." (A Treatise on White Magic, p. 58/60)
"The problem of all disciples remains the same. This is to live simultaneously the acutely sensitive inner life of the Pilgrim upon the path of life, of a human being in the world of human events; to live the group life of the pledged disciple, and the mass life of humanity; to fulfil his own spiritual destiny, through the medium of a controlled personality and, at the same time, to participate fully in the life of humanity upon Earth -- this is no easy task." (Esoteric Astrology, p. 498)
"The true initiate has never made the slightest claim, either privately or publicly, to be an initiate. It is against the occult law, and too many people of no particular spiritual focus or intellectual capacity make these claims, and consequent harm has ensued, thus lowering the idea of the Hierarchy and the nature of adeptship in the eyes of the watching public. . . . The word "disciple" is the legitimate and non-controversial word (as well as the truthful word) to be used for all grades of workers in the Hierarchy, from the probationary disciple, loosely affiliated with certain disciples in that Hierarchy, up to and including the Christ Himself, the Master of all Masters, and the Teacher alike of Angels and of men. . . . The unwholesome curiosity as to status and title . . . is a blight on many occult groups, leading to the full tide of competition, jealousy, criticism and claim-making, which distinguishes the majority of the occult groups, which renders futile so many of their publications, and which hinders the general public from receiving the teaching in its purity and simplicity. Status and title, place and position, count for nothing. It is the teaching that counts -- its truth and its intuitive appeal." (Discipleship in the New Age,Vol. I, p. 781 )